Ditch

This is for: New Friends such as Wendy and Jaclyn and old friends such as Christine, Erica, and Donnatella.

Its 66 degrees and raining right now in New York. As I sit here next to my abundant amount of shopping bags I can’t help but think about thinking about life.
And I realize…
I’ve been ditched a lot.
I know who my girls that will always stick by me are, Christine, Erica Kim, Donnatella, etc. But there are those girls that will be your friend until they make “better” friends. This has been happening to me all throughout my school life. So when high school came around the corner, I thought this time would be different. It was, for a while but just recently it’s been getting to that same turning point.
Middle school was probably the time frame for the worst ditching. I went to a small school, one were everyone know each other. My “best friend” was always hanging out with me and talking with me, that was until one of her other friends showed up. It just kept getting worse to the point (now) were she never ask me to hang out with her and I never get a single phone call, not even one to say Merry Christmas.
I have a question and I hope that you can answer it for me…
Is the human race so incompetent at staying true to your friends, or is the human race to clingy?
I don’t believe in that “clingy” crap. I had engraved in my mind that this year would be so much better. So far it’s not. My friends and I wanted to, how I say, expand our group. Is working out great but just today I was sitting at lunch and my so called “friends” went to sit with the outer half of our group. The reason, I can’t say. I was left at the table, with only a few of my friends, my real friends.
Life is like a trip across seas, you get only a cretin amount of baggage. Your “friends” exceeded the limit and instead of leaving the suitcase of knock D & G bags they got in China for 5 bucks they leave you, you were just merely on that trip until you were inadequate.